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Current Music:The Kill - 30stm
Current Location:The Office... god, where else...
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Subject:Everyone fails their first jump...
Time:11:03 am
Current Mood:contentcontent

In order to perform, there are so many things you have to let go of, and leave at the door.  Self doubt being the main thing.

You can't perform, in any fashion, or quality... if you doubt that you can do it.

At the beginning of this whole expedition, I had an unwavering self-confidence.  Whether or not I had (or have) the abilities to carry off a performance is irrelevant.  William Hung taught us that.

I don't want to perform to be a laughing stock obviously.  Nobody does.  Performers give everything they have and then some to an audience... as is obvious from the lack of comments on this site, not everyone has the balls to open their mouth and say something.  

I didnt't manage to open my mouth tonite, but I have a better understanding of why.  But right now, I need to go to bed.

Hehehe... Chris drove me home tonite, he got me in two minutes earlier than Shawn did *giggles*.....11:05....

Timmy's and donuts in hand.... ahhhhhhhhh............... sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttt...........................




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zedzeddouble9_g
Subject:Not for the location, to be sure...not for the $ituation...
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Time:2006-09-27 04:49 am (UTC)
...but for the ongoing adventures of your life, I sometimes envy you; but not in a negative way, if you know what I mean.
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anterockstar
Subject:Re: Not for the location, to be sure...not for the $ituation...
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Time:2006-09-27 06:20 am (UTC)
Do you mean to say you live vicariously through me?
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zedzeddouble9_g
Subject:Re: Not for the location, to be sure...not for the $ituation...
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Time:2006-09-27 06:24 am (UTC)
No honey.

I meant that sometimes I wish I lived the kind of adventures you did...and had the reassurance that my spouse loves me as much as yours does you.
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anterockstar
Subject:Re: Not for the location, to be sure...not for the $ituation...
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Time:2006-09-27 06:40 am (UTC)
Ah.... well in that case, I suggest you follow Tammie's rule of thumb number one.

Express yourself *wink*
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(Anonymous)
Subject:The girl in the band!
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Time:2006-09-27 03:41 pm (UTC)
No one said this would ever be easy! Its all baout trying and having a good time doing so honey! You said it right, leave your self doubt at the door. There is no room for second guessing who you are and why your doing it at this point. You have what it takes to make anything happen, so go with it and run.
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anterockstar
Subject:Re: The girl in the band!
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Time:2006-09-27 04:05 pm (UTC)
*giggles*

What are you smoking down there in LA girl? That's the most lucid you've sounded in a loooooooooooooong time(when you do open your mouth that is *wink*).

Ya, it's a party all right..... hehehehehehehehe

T.

P.S. Speaking of girls in the band.... Doc is coming for a visit on Thursday.....
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(Anonymous)
Subject:Re: The girl in the band!
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Time:2006-09-27 05:12 pm (UTC)
Well I warned you, I'm ready to say what's on my mind! Maybe it helps to smoke a few but that's where my creative mind comes from. We do what we have to get keep our shit together and our sanity intact. *winks*

"A"
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anterockstar
Subject:Re: The girl in the band!
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Time:2006-09-27 07:01 pm (UTC)
A-Men sister... A-Men... *giggles*

T.
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